Ignore me.

*Please ignore this post as it reflects me talking to the me in the mirror!*

Mood was on the down side recently. I really needed some own time for myself, maybe a small getaway on my own so that i can do some thinking. But hell yeah time doesn't allow me to do so. I had so much things to handle on my own, my emotional stuffs, my final semester of the uni life, my examinations that are coming soon, my career and the uncertainty in hospital placement and most importantly my relationship. Everything seems like chasing me on my back and I cant breathe. I have never feel like this before! I don't feel happy with all these things around me. I must cope with all these things soon.  

Sometimes I was wondering why people have good life effortlessly, why people is happier than I do, why people is more intelligent than I do, why people is more pretty than I do etc. Since when I started to think so negatively? Positive power please come back to me. I need you to provide me the power to move on just like how I did last time.   

I am awesome! I am special! I'm not as intelligent as you're, but I am able to achieve what i want. I'm capable of doing things that people cannot do, I shall work hard now and enjoy #likeaboss later. The most important thing in life is to make Dad and Mom to be happy and proud of me and I know I am able to do it!   

Be happy because you're only staying in Earth once in a lifetime, so do everything at your best and never give up!

I can I can I can I can I can do it! *cheers*

XOXO <3