the BLOODY HELL eos

i am glad to announced that i had finished five papers, another one on next monday!!! Have been torturing myself this whole week, having one paper each day continuously ~can u imagine that??

imma like a machine/robot, that start study on sunday, memorizing the notes slides by slides to prepare for the paper on Monday afternoon. After finishing the paper, its a routine to run home quickly to start preparing for the next paper without any rest. Studying until i felt tired, went to bed to get 3-4 hours of sleep. The main problem is that i could not fall asleep due to the palpitations that i am having, even though i am tired like hell!! DAMN Conclusion is that i will be only having around 2-3 hours of sleep a day~waking up around 4am to 5am in the morning and study until the time of exam!!! and the routine start all over again after each paper. I felt that i am really a machine~copying machine, memorizing machine, and routine machine. Is that what i am going to be??? i thought that i should become a pharmacist instead of machine~

Cant the Uni think about the routine that we are having??? they can actually give us like 1 day break in between of the paper. this would really relieve the stress that we are having. for this whole week, i just felt like i am dying, and its getting worsen from 1 semester to another. Health is deteriorating due to the lack of sleep, routine machine, inadequate nutrients and stress. I have been losing weight for this week, having ugly face and becoming pale. Hair has been dropping like no body's business since the start of the study break, what is left is only the small amount on my head. Its actually damn scary to see the hair accumulating on the floor but u couldn't do anything to manage it. Lastly, i had become a totally UGLY AUNTY....and i felt that i have not been becoming so UGLY before~~

ITS A TOTALLY HELL WEEK !!!!!

Its good that it is coming to and end, and i had went out for dinner with my buddies~ having 6 dish for 6 people and snowflakes after that. Totally de-stressed!!!!

Not forgetting to say thankssss to my buddies because all of you are the reason for me to continue studying and fight for it!!!! gotta say thanks to MOM and DAD because they are really caring. I will basically getting 3 calls per day from both of them, once in the morning and twice at night. Asking me how was my paper, asking me to rest more instead of read more!!!! haha. I LOVE U MOM & DAD !!!! Lastly, say thanks to my dear who came over to accompany me during Thursday night even its only one night. LOVE U~~

Shall work hard for the last paper tomorrow after a good sleep tonight!!!! Ganbateh and Cheers~~